Archive for August, 2009

today is Friday, and tommorrow is Ramadhan

August 21, 2009 · Filed under crap · Tagged

hello,

life is so good i feel like screaming ‘HO YEAHH’ the only thing yang tak best about my life right now is the fact that i have to go to class and finish FYP. ah, but i love my cat i love my friends i love my time alone i love my bf; right now the percentage of love is more than percentage of hatred so yeah

and adalah org tu bgtau aku yang, happiness is very subjective ikut lah org tu mcm mana, how low dia pernah jatuh and how high dia pernah naik, so yeah

yeah i’m happy

teehee!

hari ni jumaat, gotta go run another 2km 15mins semalam dah tido the whole day, i promise myself by end of october i will look like this:

i think shes hot hot hot

i think shes hot hot hot

i’m serious and m gonna grow my hair sampai panjang mcm ni jugak kalau tak boleh i’m gonna sambung my hair sampai panjang mcm ni jugak! i don’t care.

esok puasa, hm, let’s hope takde extra days yg aku nak kena ganti selain daripada musim period, ahhhh yang lepas2 pun dah cukup banyak tak ganti; sapa nak tolong ganti silakan

afifi dah emailkan waktu sahur dan berbuka utk wilayah tronoh, semangat gila oh that’s why i love him so much he always always always think of me 1st before anything else, and dia suruh pegi terawikh and umm, ok we’ll see what i can do bout that

so, what i’m most excited about Ramadhan is, i soooo wanna sew my own baju raya! i know my grandma took away my sewing machine because of my stupid academic dismissal case, aih but i don’t care! drive hari hari balik kampung la! and i want at least 2 new shoes, fifi, bole bole bole?? please???

so hari ni jumaat. malam ni supposedly kite keluar meronggeng, tp esok puasa jadi kite main kad je lah. korg i’m so gonna buy monopoly so kite main monopoly dulu then the cash we earned from the game kite guna utk betting main kad ok!

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the thing is, hidup ini memang macam ni

August 13, 2009 · Filed under peace.

orang yang kite pelajari sesuatu darinye, we call them our teachers. cikgu, guru. guru, kite kena hormat, kena respek, kena value.

kalau kite pelajari sesuatu dr diri kite sniri, kite lah guru kepada diri kita, kan? hahahah

God has created me so wonderfully, I learn and survive even when I’m alone. I thank You.

Ever since I’m with fifi, I forgot what I’m actually capable of. I am totally dependent on him. Dan biasanya he will be the one who brings out the best in me. Sekarang ni bila dia takda, baru aku sedar yg sebenarnya aku ni mampu buat sniri. Aku ni boleh. YEAH!

as long as i value and respect myself, i know i can.

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smells like graduation

August 7, 2009 · Filed under peace.

about 2 weeks after july semester bukak balik, i got a letter informing that i was dismissed from UTP. lega? not really. along with it, is a letter saying i am being reinstated immediately, cuma kena pegi register before 29th july. fuck man. fuck fuck.

with 8 F grades for last semester. and 2.54 CGPA. fuckkkkkkkkkkk.

aku mmg tak nak masuk balik, but then my grandma said something that sounds like this:

hari tu rasa mcm nak mati dah, tapi tak boleh mati lagi sbb ika belum grad

i really dinno how to react to that, so aku pun setuju menjalani misi menunaikan hajat org yg paling byk berjasa dalam hidup aku ni.

sekian, terpaksalah kamu semua bermain poker dgn aku tiap2 malam okey kawan2! takpe, bulan puasa kita main guna kad gambar kartun2, tak dosa sangat. kan?

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