today is Friday, and tommorrow is Ramadhan

hello,

life is so good i feel like screaming ‘HO YEAHH’ the only thing yang tak best about my life right now is the fact that i have to go to class and finish FYP. ah, but i love my cat i love my friends i love my time alone i love my bf; right now the percentage of love is more than percentage of hatred so yeah

and adalah org tu bgtau aku yang, happiness is very subjective ikut lah org tu mcm mana, how low dia pernah jatuh and how high dia pernah naik, so yeah

yeah i’m happy

teehee!

hari ni jumaat, gotta go run another 2km 15mins semalam dah tido the whole day, i promise myself by end of october i will look like this:

i think shes hot hot hot

i think shes hot hot hot

i’m serious and m gonna grow my hair sampai panjang mcm ni jugak kalau tak boleh i’m gonna sambung my hair sampai panjang mcm ni jugak! i don’t care.

esok puasa, hm, let’s hope takde extra days yg aku nak kena ganti selain daripada musim period, ahhhh yang lepas2 pun dah cukup banyak tak ganti; sapa nak tolong ganti silakan

afifi dah emailkan waktu sahur dan berbuka utk wilayah tronoh, semangat gila oh that’s why i love him so much he always always always think of me 1st before anything else, and dia suruh pegi terawikh and umm, ok we’ll see what i can do bout that

so, what i’m most excited about Ramadhan is, i soooo wanna sew my own baju raya! i know my grandma took away my sewing machine because of my stupid academic dismissal case, aih but i don’t care! drive hari hari balik kampung la! and i want at least 2 new shoes, fifi, bole bole bole?? please???

so hari ni jumaat. malam ni supposedly kite keluar meronggeng, tp esok puasa jadi kite main kad je lah. korg i’m so gonna buy monopoly so kite main monopoly dulu then the cash we earned from the game kite guna utk betting main kad ok!

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the thing is, hidup ini memang macam ni

orang yang kite pelajari sesuatu darinye, we call them our teachers. cikgu, guru. guru, kite kena hormat, kena respek, kena value.

kalau kite pelajari sesuatu dr diri kite sniri, kite lah guru kepada diri kita, kan? hahahah

God has created me so wonderfully, I learn and survive even when I’m alone. I thank You.

Ever since I’m with fifi, I forgot what I’m actually capable of. I am totally dependent on him. Dan biasanya he will be the one who brings out the best in me. Sekarang ni bila dia takda, baru aku sedar yg sebenarnya aku ni mampu buat sniri. Aku ni boleh. YEAH!

as long as i value and respect myself, i know i can.

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smells like graduation

about 2 weeks after july semester bukak balik, i got a letter informing that i was dismissed from UTP. lega? not really. along with it, is a letter saying i am being reinstated immediately, cuma kena pegi register before 29th july. fuck man. fuck fuck.

with 8 F grades for last semester. and 2.54 CGPA. fuckkkkkkkkkkk.

aku mmg tak nak masuk balik, but then my grandma said something that sounds like this:

hari tu rasa mcm nak mati dah, tapi tak boleh mati lagi sbb ika belum grad

i really dinno how to react to that, so aku pun setuju menjalani misi menunaikan hajat org yg paling byk berjasa dalam hidup aku ni.

sekian, terpaksalah kamu semua bermain poker dgn aku tiap2 malam okey kawan2! takpe, bulan puasa kita main guna kad gambar kartun2, tak dosa sangat. kan?

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wishlist

it’s been 3 months since i went shopping for the things i want. these three months, my money was spent entirely on the things i need. contoh, maggi, sudu, chopsticks, maggi… detergents… maggi, benda-benda basic untuk hidup. dan utk sikit2 keperluan kesihatan ninja. sebulan sekali, keluar menonton wayang.

i still have to buy a few things for my new house. my budget will have to include, peti ais, washing machine, kitchen counter and wall-to-wall carpet (my house is fully cement-rendered so nak pasang tikar getah macam rugi since harga lebih kurang sama dgn carpet, timber flooring mahal sgt). aih kan bagus kalau hidup ni mcm main sims. press ctrl+shift+C and type in motherlode. waaaaah 50,000 simoleon cash telah dimasukkan ke dalam account. apa tak cukup? ulang prosedur tadi sekali lagi. tadaaaa.

berikut adalah antara bukan keperluan asas hidup yang saya mahukan menjadi sebahagian daripada kegiatan seharian saya;

nintendo_wii

Nitendo’s Wii, music, fitness. tak kesah lah. computer games make me makin buncit hari demi hari.

LG TVtelevision LCD berjenama LG,  just because LG designs are the prettiest. nothing less and nothing more than 32″ because anything less will be too small and anything more will be too big for the house.

dan… ini

nokia-e71

sebab dah bosan pakai hp full touch screen. dan akhir skali yang tak mungkin wujud dalam kehidupan aku yang aku inginkan sangat2 adalah,

Terriers

a white, fun-loving terrier. tapi fifi cakap samak je siap2 anjing tu terus, takde la susah. kena refer para ulamak dulu la pulak kan.

tu sahaja buat setakat ini. habis semua mainan ninja dah seret depan pc ini ha. dari tadi ajak main. sekarang dah tangkap2 jari2 yang sedang laju menaip ni. jumpa lagi.

bye.

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bila berjauhan dengan si dia

memang aku dengan fifi rapat. tak boleh berpisah. suatu hari, fifi balik kampung. dah 10 bulan dia tak menjenguk sanak saudaranya di sana. untuk menghargai masa fifi aku berniat tak mau menganggunya dengan menelefon  atau bersms dengannya. yelah, dia ada 2 hari je untuk menjadi tempat ibunya melepaskan rindu. namun, pada jam 4.18 pagi, sedang aku tidur, aku mendapat satu sms dari fifi sebagai tanda dia rindukan aku tatkala dia jauh.

bunyinya begini:

org

selalu buat ucapan…

how r u?

i miss u

i luv u

jemu la!

apa kata,kita ubah semuanya. camne?

hi awak!

dah berak ke belum?

tu lah dia. kawan aku sampai mati.

i love this guy till i die

i love this guy till i die

i can’t imagine how its gonna be after ure off to vietnam for 2 months (or maybe more)! :(

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alive and thanking you for it

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuargh.

i slept well for almost a month. virtually.

to all who are wondering how my life has been, i’m doing ok. cewah. just woke up at 12.22pm lepas shopping kat sunway pyramid, buka puasa kat murni (ye aku puasa), tak dpt makan rambutan ezack and pastu karok kat ampang dgn fifi kaled adik shin jay2 bob.

when i checked my blog lepas bangun tidur tadi, i noticed i have the most traffic on my birthday. my birthday went great, cake reaggae bar makan besar blakang concorde kampai ribena and we all drank to our hopes and dreams, flowers, transformers, pretty much an awesome day. i wanted to thank semuaaa yang ingat birthday saya pada tahun ini. the thing is, jarang ade orang ingat. even my parents don’t. especially my dad. he even have to ask me again how old i am. kah kah.

so guys, thank you all for all the wonderful wishes. really made me feel alive and loved.

p/s special thanks to khalid for his post for my birthday. very cute, suka. :)

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bittersweet utp

they said;

kalau ko sabar sikit~ je lagi, ha, kan dah habis dah sem ni

i said;

:)

you don’t know what i’m going through, how could you say that?

anyway, this is the first time i’m writing from utp.

at first, i was kinda excited to come back here to meet my roomate and friends and all, i missed them. i did.

but then when i’m here, i’m reminded again why i left. gosh, a good wake-up call, motivation booster!

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happy birthday, khalid

khalid-1

khalid,

ko tak bertambah tua, cuma bertambah kaya

hehe

the older we get, the closer we are to our dreams right?

i’m so proud of you for believing, saying and now acting to what your heart tells you

anyways…

happy25th birthday bro, you still owe me a bar

KAMPAI!

now we are not afraid
although we know there’s much to fear
we were moving mountains long
before we knew we could

-when you believe, mariah carey & whitney houston

p/s gambar ni curik gambar Ezrann Zharif, tak sebut kang marah lak.

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it’s official: introducing ninja

full name: ninja bin muhammad afifi

nickname: ninja

breed: persian

age: 2 1/2 mths

likes: ice-creams, cakes, mamee monster, potato chips, watching cartoons and sleeping under the bed

dislikes: learning how to talk, hair dryer, swimming and deodorants

favorite music: rihanna

favorite toy: my white bra

favorite owner: me! bahaha, not you, fifi :P blwek

credit to my beloved sis, nina yang telah tinggalkan D60 nya bersamaku. sayang hang.

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